Reality Check

proverbs 21:2
was i open minded enough during orientation?  did i try hard enough to accept others for who they are and be myself?

i... know that what im aware of gets to my head sometimes, but i never say anything aloud, but... automatic microexpressions?  would those be bad?  theyre ingenuine, so i would say so.  God weighs the heart over anything i do or so... that means theres still work to do on becoming something better in time for the new school year.  is being something new real, of the heart? hm. only if i go in all the way.  im rambling in convoluted sentences :3

we're wrong more often than we think, and He doesn't care what the world's standards are--just his ones, real ones.  he looks at what people are on the inside.

then what about me?  what am i supposed to do to line up more?  weighing my own heart with greater criticism.  maybe a more conscious effort to connect with other people is what i need--beyond the group i easily chill with already. yeah.