Ultimate Redeemer

September 19, 2015

So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded.  You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised.

Hebrews 10:35-36 NIV

I'm faltering right now not going to lie but that ochem failure is a pretty serious blow to my pride. On the plus side though I have realized that I'm capable of moving post that and focusing on the future and possibilities I have for redemption. I failed in that I freaked and got skittish and list the emotions get to me without turning to you, my ultimate redeemer. I thought for some reason that I needed to go out alone. That is so false and the result was less than satisfying to be sure.

By confidence. I have that in your ability to save me. You take me out of the darkness and the light will shine brightly for eternity.  Reward is honestly just s bonus. Surviving is the tough part and anything else is like sprinkles on top or something.

Keep going and you will receive your portion.  The lord is always for you, never against you.  Take heart in the Lord your God, child.  He is in control.