i feel like ive been poisoned. i'm tainted and no longer clean for you. pleasure is one thing, but the heart and such matters are much different. those are the only things that matter.
i lost part of myself today. i lost sight of you and let darkness cloud my judgment. i failed you and despite your strength i was weak. i was too feeble of faith to resist. i was wrong. the only thing now is that i have to actually be strong. i can't go back to that. i must love you wholly and completely. with you i dont need anything or anyone else. be strong, child. youre bigger and better and more powerful than anything. temptation withers at your feet. i can live for you and wash clean. this is possible.
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