Apart there is no future

september 8, 2015
(swapped verses between sept 7 and sept 8)

He has never given up on me and is a source of constant love even in times when everyone else, me included, falters ridiculously.  He loves with a kind heart and is both gracious and merciful.  I dont deserve you.  The best I can do is to give my all now.  Every time I turn around I feel like I'm being distracted from you.  From a straight path to you.  You're my first and for now I must learn to love ever more fervently because that's the only way to the future.  Apart from you there is no future.