Things I know

on behalf of september 13, 2015

Surely I am going to look back on this day and think it was silly to fret.  But right now, I am angry and frustrated and indignant against the wrong done to me by science labs.  I want to curse them for making me actually try.  Pure knowledge should show, but instead I find myself jumping through sh*tty hoops to please a sh*tty TA who's grading is not standardized against any other TA's.

I'm livid.

But you are my salvation.  I must apparently learn this skill of rule following and people pleasing to a T.  Dot every I.  Cross every T.

I'm angry, but I should take this as a lesson from you.  You're bestowing critical life skills upon me.  Something like that.  You'll make this beautiful. You always do.  Somehow I will not be lost and thrown into the deep end completely.  I never am.  You always catch me.  And there's always light at the end of the tunnel.