retrospective studies
I seek you with all my heart; do not let me stray from your commands.
Psalm 119:10
do not let me forget or move away from your truth.
i think i should still pray outwardly before eating. that would probably just be... a good thing to do. like i dont think it would be culturally... too looked at strangely i dont think? yeah. i should do that.
anyways, my feelings about peru have drastically changed and by the 3rd day i was having a blast and knowing where i was going and such. it was absolutely fantastic :D
do not let me stray from your commands though as i progress during this trip and i just hope that i can be truer than true to who i was before this trip in terms of my relationship with you. that's something that i think should remain sacred and sanctified and like.. true. i'm not sure how that whole desperation thing is working out for me. im not sure if i'm relying on myself at this point or if i'm leaning on your strength which is infinite.
so that's my mandate to myself. to pray before meals. and to focus more especially in terms of who i'm depending on for strength even as i feel the desperation leaving me and am feeling confident in being in peru without mom and dad. outwardly, expressing the same commitment as your disciple or even more. inwardly, placing my faith in you and no where else.
i think i should still pray outwardly before eating. that would probably just be... a good thing to do. like i dont think it would be culturally... too looked at strangely i dont think? yeah. i should do that.
anyways, my feelings about peru have drastically changed and by the 3rd day i was having a blast and knowing where i was going and such. it was absolutely fantastic :D
do not let me stray from your commands though as i progress during this trip and i just hope that i can be truer than true to who i was before this trip in terms of my relationship with you. that's something that i think should remain sacred and sanctified and like.. true. i'm not sure how that whole desperation thing is working out for me. im not sure if i'm relying on myself at this point or if i'm leaning on your strength which is infinite.
so that's my mandate to myself. to pray before meals. and to focus more especially in terms of who i'm depending on for strength even as i feel the desperation leaving me and am feeling confident in being in peru without mom and dad. outwardly, expressing the same commitment as your disciple or even more. inwardly, placing my faith in you and no where else.
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