confidence in your design

retrospective studies

This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him.

1 John 5:14-15

praise to You.  if we are walking in your footsteps, you will hear us when we cry out for help in your name.  you are our God the one true king who is also with us and never leaves us.  i need not fear because you are there and i can be confident in your love and strength.  you are absolutely incredible, all-powerful and amazing, and i will never be alone.

luke 11:9 says ask and you will know, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened to you. this qualifies that with asking, seeking and finding in accordance with Your designs, but that should be a given, no?  here´s what´s for sure though, as this journey goes on, i will be keeping my ears wide open for you.  i won´t waiver and everything will absolutely be for you.  im ready to learn, to see the kind of work ahead for me, i´m ready to be a disciple making a real difference in a very concrete way.

i know that im not supposed to just do medicine.  that in itself doesnt necessarily bring people to you, but i.... think this is like my crutch.  how to reach people when you dont know how to.  because when you give someone assistance in such a concrete way, its hard to say no and to NOT feel the love of God, right?

for now, all that i really know is this:  follow you wholeheartedly in everything. speak often but only with you coming through me and in accordance to your designs. disciple for you in everything.  take care but be bold.  for You are with me.