Through Me

hebrews 12:14

14Make every effort to live in peace with everyone and to be holy; without holiness no one will see the Lord.

i should make every attempt to coexist with all and to be like God, because without holiness, no one will be able to see God through me. i am the light that they see. or the... darkness that's just like them.

i must be more like you, father.

in the past day, ive made a huge effort to be better and i didnt even mention the passport all day--in the end, mom actually gave it to me. oh my gosh. i had dinner with mom and dad and lydia and like.... wow. i was able to get along with them much better. i think if i can do that and be more calm, be more holy and like you, then possibly i can repair the past damage. and make my filial relationships stronger. that is my hope. and my goal for the new day.

thank you for teaching me, lord.