22Cast your cares on the Lord
and he will sustain you;
he will never let
the righteous be shaken.
and he will sustain you;
he will never let
the righteous be shaken.
rely on God to be your portion and he will take care of you until the very end; you shall have nothing to fear.
im so scared right now. i want to go to mexico. to be part of the flying samaritans. to be part of vive peru. and eventually i want to be a part of medecins san frontieres. but if i cant even take those first steps and mom says no--in essence, if You say no--then i have not a singular clue in the world what you would like for me to do with my life. how would you like me to serve you if not in that way? or do you want me to just wait? i have zero clue and its scary as heck. because normally i have all these plans and im certain. but if you say no, then my certainty is gone because i have to wait for the next instructions from you before i can proceed. man thats frightening.
and so this verse is particularly heartening in my time of alleged impossibility.
not only that but i just realized that i missed an online quiz. 10 pts off and the semester just started....
but God will make everything okay... and i have 10 quizzes--the professor only counts the top 9 scores. so i have one freebie. plus theres 980 total pts in a semester and i can miss 98 pts and still get an A. i'll be okay. i dont need to hyperventilate... just focus more, and trust in the Lord. i set a weekly reminder on my calendar now.. i will never ever forget again >:| for that im determined.
im so scared right now. i want to go to mexico. to be part of the flying samaritans. to be part of vive peru. and eventually i want to be a part of medecins san frontieres. but if i cant even take those first steps and mom says no--in essence, if You say no--then i have not a singular clue in the world what you would like for me to do with my life. how would you like me to serve you if not in that way? or do you want me to just wait? i have zero clue and its scary as heck. because normally i have all these plans and im certain. but if you say no, then my certainty is gone because i have to wait for the next instructions from you before i can proceed. man thats frightening.
and so this verse is particularly heartening in my time of alleged impossibility.
not only that but i just realized that i missed an online quiz. 10 pts off and the semester just started....
but God will make everything okay... and i have 10 quizzes--the professor only counts the top 9 scores. so i have one freebie. plus theres 980 total pts in a semester and i can miss 98 pts and still get an A. i'll be okay. i dont need to hyperventilate... just focus more, and trust in the Lord. i set a weekly reminder on my calendar now.. i will never ever forget again >:| for that im determined.
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