In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans. (Romans 8:26 NIV)
even if we don't know what we most need for ourselves, God knows us soberllbthat he knows on our behalf and helps us by moving us in the direction of that which we most need regardless of if we know we need that.
God is just that incredible and I don't ever need to worry about anything. peace. have the peace that he's bestowed upon you. don't be afraid of what life had to offer because your portion will be enough--according to his designs everything will work out.
last night I had a terrifying dream--in it I was required to do soooo much work before I would get advising. or something like that. basically it was a suuupper duper scary thing in the nebulous field of academics. it made me blanche and I'm not the type easily spooked by academic things. I think that more than anything that shows my issue--failing to internally recognize that you have the drivers seat and it's okay for me to just cruise.
my job is to stop worrying now and to manage my time according to what HE says is important. not my own decisions. may the lord guide me and my heart such that I have no fear because that's the biggest road block of my life right now.
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