Oh, Happiness

psalm 119:143
143Trouble and distress have come upon me,
but your commands give me delight.

stormy winds won't tear me down because i have you, God.

an epiphany. a revelation. wow. its so.... crystal clear now. 

this morning i spent like several hours of my life trying to understand and i got part way through, but i didnt get ALL the way through. now i see it.

and it makes me happy to know that i'm a little bit closer to you.

despite all the pain and emotional tiredness. for you anything is worth it, i would say.

if it means being closer to you.

take delight in God and celebrate and smile and be happy.

forget about the mistakes and just make sure you dont make that mistake again.

take precautions against that blunder--and against similar blunders.

love God and love every moment praising his name.

give mom another hug for all that she does and share your joy.

oh, happiness.
this understanding is too real.

i
am
blown
away.
and
smiling
ear
              to        
                             ear.
even though i really shouldnt be
because i kinda just flipped and
sucked at something. but i know
i can and WILL be fixing it in
the future. so its alright.

because
GOD
SAYS
SO.
AND HE
LOVES
ME.