When I Don't Know

on behalf of august 16, 2015

may God be my shepherd day in and day out.  i don't know what i'm doing in life and it's scary.  i could be hoping for things that are far away and will never happen.  i could be throwing my heart into the wind.  i could be dooming myself to a future of unreasonable sadness and pain.  but as long as i walk according to your laws and pursue you wholeheartedly...maybe that wont quite be the case.  i mean, i know you will always protect me. from the most extreme of dangers i am guarded.  and if i fall down some dark path of despair, i know i can turn around and you will be right there as you have been all along.  you will be there and you will wonder why i didn't turn around sooner but be glad that i did.  you delight in me especially as i pursue your heart.  you delight in me especially as i read your word and attempt to draw near to you.
i don't know what's going to happen but it's ok.
i'm glad to be yours.  i'm glad that today's experiments blew him out of the water.  there's a lot of opportunity out there.  regardless of the bumps and bruises along the way.  i'm make it through.  with you, i'll make it through.