A

may 9, 2015

it's rather exciting actually that i might be able to get an A on the final paper for spanish... now i just have to hope and pray and have faith in the grade..... that the rest of the things from this semester will be enough for me to get the A.  i... i really think that it matters.  and more than anything, it has taught me with this semester's struggle that i need to be more on top of my game from the absolute beginning in the future.  i need to stay closer to you and the principles that you represent and ARE.

lord, there's a chance.  i really think that this could work out all right.  i know that in the future a B wouldn't matter.  or like it could but maybe the probability is that it wouldn't.  but regardless of that, it's a personal thing in the moment.  like right now it does matter to me.  because if i got a B, and then didn't get into sinai, i'd always thing that was the reason why.  it's hard.  and so i'm going to continuing working my absolute hardest to the end.

then.... i'll know if was your discretion for something else in designs for me.

for 5 more days, i need to be consumed by work.  that's the only way.