What I Want

3-28-2015

nothing can separate me from the love of Christ.  that's a relief to know because i'm so messed up inside and maybe outside too.  there are so many things that i want to be for God.  i'm not sure how much time they will all take, but i'm... trying.  i want to be brave for God and throw myself out there.  i want to pursue medical practice where few dare and be the difference that only God's love and strength could lend a person.  i want to help those at home who are neglected as people only remember the internationally impoverished.  i want to succeed for myself in a most selfish way that i must repress.  i want to work hard and have it pay off so i will actually be able to practice medicine for God's glory.  i want to want all this more for the lord than myself.  i want to be a more Godly young woman that i currently am.  i want to thirst for the word with greater desperation.  i want ...to be wholly consumed by love and passion for the lord.