Tuesday, March 10, 2015

my salvation

3-9-2015

1 John 1:9 NIV

9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

you are so good and forgive regardless of our sins, but the importance is rather knowing we have sinned and that we need you because of it and working with genuine authenticity to cease this unrighteousness.

beyond that though, you are good in other ways.  somehow i have been saved from that terrible fate in that house paying a bajillion times more and things have been worked around such that the apartments will actually be a thing.  wow.  i don't know how you made this magic but you did Lord.

as for the inexplicable other feelings about that one person.  i think they've been confirmed and i don't want to see that person again.  ever.  it's for the best, i would dare.  i'm always busy and going some place.  it makes sense.  and even next year, i'm basically always working anyways so it's fine.  i've had enough of these shenanigans and sometimes it's time to cut ties.  sometimes i think bridges need to burn.  there's a certain wisdom in knowing when.  there has to be.  and i don't claim to know when is best.  but i know that you know.  and i trust your judgment in moving my heart to choose. for that i am forever grateful.

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