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1-31-2015

Philippians 4:6-8 NIV
6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. 8 Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.

i don't know how this came up.
maybe i was too dead inside to say anything.
but he's leaving.
it's real.
like what?
i just met him.
what is this?
it's not fair.  we just started.
i just got to know the man.
why?
life moves fast, Lord.  you've shown me that much.
in the last month, things have moved more rapidly than i knew possible or that ever existed.
i've met people.  been a thing for a week.  and then it was over.  and i've gone home.
or in this case, i've known him for five months now.  it'll be six when he leaves.  and then what?
it was too perfect to be true.

and these verses are ABSOLUTE perfection.  there is nothing that i think i needed more than those.

You are everything that i need and should live for and because of you it will be ok.  you have life lined up for me, and you have a direction written out, and i have things to learn and ways to grow.  you will love me and show me how to love you and others.  everything will be ok and somehow i ... will fill your purpose.  that's the end game.

tomorrow, i will not worry.  i'll just do.