honestly, this is really disappointing. mom wouldnt let me continue the fast.... >:| i was only able to go 18 hours before she made me eat if i wanted to go swimming ):
now, ill admit i was having a rough time with it, but im glad i was able to do dinner at least and skip it on Gods power. ill start over again tomorrow starting with lunch if i can manage it and momll let me miss (since we'll swim in the morning, i think). then ill go the 48 hours from then. that means like probably 10am tomorrow until 10am thursday.
in the short time, i already know that its helped me to grow in Him and its strengthened my understanding of how much i need Him. every month, i technically have communion, but i dont think thats honestly enough for me in remembering. im not sure why, but i feel like i ought to do a 48 hour fast every month. that'll be my skip a meal a month and i can donate that money. its important to have to rely on God for everything every once in a while. to remember. to _really_ remember.
now. im not to let others entice me to sin. sooo i feel like thats immodesty. regardless of my future inclinations, probably a bikini isnt the best idea and its not honoring God or the fact that im a temple for the holy spirit. ill keep that in mind and stick with the racer suits.
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