on behalf of 10-5-2014
you are holy and good and I have such an infinite amount to learn from you. there is nothing more fitting than to praise you as I learn either
You move at your own pace and move me along with you but all in good time and as I'm sitting here waiting--patience certainly isn't the easiest thing and waiting is quite excruciating--im honestly just confronted by how lacking I am so many capacities.
what I said before--just this sense of inadequacy for certain things, goals. I've never seen school as a difficult thing. nothing that required TRULY LEGITIMATE FULLY FLEDGED EFFORT; it was just taking like ten minutes to read over notes I'd taken. NOW THOUGH, its like just spending a sheer amount of time in order to read and memorize things... it's insane. more than like an hour and it's ridiculous and blows my mind and pisses me off because of all that work T-T
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